I saw you in my dreams again
On a loop inside my brain
But I don’t mind so much
It’s the only place I see you now
“I still see you sometimes, are you doing fine?
I hope you are, we’ve not spoken in quite some time,”
I’m trying, but I’m not ready to move yet
Just let me feel it, before it slips away forever
Life lesson: this is going to hurt
We are going to crash, we are going to burn
This is going to hurt
All we can do now is control the descent
Until we’re ready to climb again
It gets easier
But I’m still waiting on that
Five stages, they say
Which one am I at?
If you see me about, just walk on by
I’m working it out, but my well has run dry
I’ll come back from this, I just need time
But until then, I’ll keep it out of the light
Life lesson: this is going to hurt
We are going to crash, we are going to burn
This is going to hurt
All we can do now is control the descent
Until we’re ready to try again
And it’s buried deep, it’s in my bones
That piece of you that lives in my soul
I don’t know where to go, but they always say
“Onwards and upwards,” but I can’t do that today
I need a little more time, a few more nights
To start again, and I’ll try and get it right
I’m not afraid to go it alone
But for now I miss you